#120208 - 09/05/05 12:25 AM
Re: "The worship of life"
[Re: Jack_Lantern]
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....on gaurd duty in Egypt.
Funny, every time I've been on guard duty, the only thing I could think of is, "Wow, what the hell am I doing wasting my life out here in this stinking place?"
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#120209 - 09/05/05 07:25 PM
Re: "The worship of life"
[Re: Mr. Obsidian]
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Registered: 02/08/02
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Here's some I shared with others that already posted:
--Looking up at the stars in the country and being amazed by the beauty of the world --Late-night driving, especially pleasure-driving, and the feeling of peace and serenity it brings me --I also have felt the sensation of appreciating life in the face of death when passing accidents on the highway
Others which were more "my own": --Coming up with a new idea or finally getting something I've mulled over in my head, like the meaning of a particular work of literature or why I feel the way I do about some social issue. Nothing beats the sense of discovery or the recognition of worlds of new possibilities like having a "Eureka!" moment. --Moments of serendipity, like having a friend call me while I'm thinking about her, finding the answer to a question I've been asking in an unlikely place, or receiving something of significance out of the blue. I often find money or am given money as tips in the approximate amount it would cost to buy something I had been coveting the same day. When I found my cat in a parking lot, it was hours after talking to friends about how much I wanted a cat for my new apartment--and to add to it, she looked exactly like the kind of cat I was dreaming of having (an all-black cat with gold eyes). These moments stick with me. --Holiday times, with all the excitement and special foods/decorations/gifts/family members. --How I feel the moment after a ritual, when I feel that I've laid my feet on a new path for myself and done something constructive about a problem I'm seeking to resolve. --When I'm angry at someone and am either immune from their actions or have some way to get back at them. If at the very least I can tell them where to shove it I feel the joy of NOT being harmed and NOT being brought down and bothered by some stupid schmuck who thought they'd give me trouble. --The joy of entering a new world in a book, movie, or amusement park also fits the list.
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#120210 - 09/05/05 07:41 PM
Re: "The worship of life"
[Re: Bill_M]
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I've felt similar feelings in different circumstances, usually regarding some issue of sexuality. I've had sexual experiences where it has occurred to me (during or after the fact) that I just thoroughly enjoyed something considered taboo by the prudish. For many losing one's virginity is shameful and more awkward than it needs to be--for me, it was what it was and I felt I made that transition without any unneeded guilt. Similarly, I also occasionally see news segments or TV shows about gay couples getting married. While it's not my business, I easily empathize with people and usually get caught up in the gushing joy of the couple being interviewed. At the same time, I know someone somewhere is getting horribly offended and/or grossed out, while all I can feel is a great sense of happiness that the two people involved have found each other. I likewise feel the same when people describe sexual experiences outside of relationships that had a positive impact in their lives--"I'm glad I ran around while I still had the chance," "He was a great lover but I'm glad I didn't marry him, so-and-so and I get along much better," "I'm glad my husband and I decided to have an open marriage--there's so much more variety," etc. Where others see shameful promiscuity, supposed insecurity, and hell-bound antics, I see people trying to fulfill their needs and making the most they can out of the one shot at life they've got. And it makes me smile. 
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#120213 - 09/07/05 10:51 AM
Re: "The worship of life"
[Re: BlameMe]
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Registered: 07/22/05
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Loc: Scotland
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Times when I have felt that "I fucking love my life more than anything" feeling...
* Playing a game of flashlight tag on a foggy night in my pyjamas while camping with friends in the woods... Adrenaline, giggles and extreme happiness.
* Feeling my nephew kick inside my sister... Such an amazing feeling.
* Crying to "Sorry About That" live in London, with all my friends around me.
* First ever mosh pit. Nuff said. 
* Any time I ever look up at the sky at night when I'm out in the country... Theres something about looking at the stars that makes me feel so glad to be alive... Its just so beautiful and being able to experience such beauty is, to me, what life is about...
I love that feeling so much. I love my life.
I'd like to add "being woken up at 3am by my brother in law phoning me to tell me that my sister has gone into labour".
Although... Its been 14 hours now and theres no sign of a baby yet... But I am anticipating my first hug from my first nephew!! 
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#120214 - 09/07/05 12:05 PM
Re: "The worship of life"
[Re: Jack_Lantern]
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Registered: 03/30/05
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Loc: Israel
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Every army has those kind of guard duties. The more of them, the more your country is in actual peace ... Give or take several UFO psychos howling in the desert at some classified base. (as with the above - every army has those...  )
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#120215 - 09/08/05 02:06 PM
Re: "The worship of life"
[Re: BlameMe]
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As an upcoming father myself I would like to say congratulations to you, your sister and your brother in law on your first nephew  The anticipation is really something isn't it?
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