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#127219 - 10/17/05 10:47 PM Wondering About Something
wickedmistress62 Offline


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Is it just me or has anyone else since they first became involved in satanism, felt very different now from when they use to before they knew they were a satanist. I can't speak for no one else but for me personally, I feel very different, I can feel the change in me now that I'm a satanist.

I been having these dreams, some are like nightmares but I don't feel afraid after i have woken up, and then again some feel so real. I had this one dream where i was laying in bed sleeping then got up and went out the front door and was looking up at the sky, then came back in and got back into bed it seemed so real. But i didnt actually do that.

To me is that what you would call a form of astral planing when you leave your body when your sleeping. It sure felt like it to me. This happened to me before when i was a kid also, but didn't understand what it was.

Also i been experiencing these vibes, like i know when someone is thinking about me, i pick up on that. Anyway I was wondering if anyone else on here has had similar experiences. And also when i want something to happen and i think hard about it. It actually does happen almost like i have some hidden powers i never knew i had before.

This is something that i been wondering about and wanted to know if anyone else has had the same thoughts or feelings as me. I know that I'm very happy and proud to be a Satanist.

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#127220 - 10/17/05 11:43 PM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: wickedmistress62]
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I kind of understand about the dreams. But I can also tell you after I stepped out and announced that I was a Satanist to myself, friends and so on. My dreams are better and I now understand some of the meanings of them.

Here is a dream t hat I had way before I knew about being a Satanist. I lived in So. California during some of the largest earthquakes (8.6, 7.0, 6.4) in the last 20 yrs. Each one I awoke me and I told my wife at the time that we were going to have a quake and the freeways were going to collapsed, and that lots of people were going to die that was at 4 am. My ex-wife told me I was full of shit. So we went back to sleep. At the time we were living in my motor home due to a remodeling of our home. About 20 minutes later – Bam!

At 4:21 am – the Northridge quake hit and leveled freeways, buildings, and so on. This is one example that I can share. I only share things that I can prove. My ex-wife still to this day tells people this story. I also predicted the Landers quake in So. Calif.

You may want to keep a pen and paper handy and write the dreams down and so on. I know I read something not to long ago. But it had to do with remembering dreams and something. I have a horrible memory so maybe someone here knows what I am talking about. They can help you to understand.

Good luck

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#127221 - 10/18/05 01:48 AM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: wickedmistress62]
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I was born a Satanist, so I can't remember how I felt "before being a Satanist". The phrase “now than I am a Satanist” wouldn’t make any sense to most users of this board.

Now if you mean “now than I know I am a Satanist”, that’s a different thing.

The "astral plane" thing suggest our conciseness is something else that can be temporarily separated from the body and wander out. Personally I can't tell you anything about "leaving my body" because I AM my body. Nothing else.

Dreams and nightmares? Everyone has them, Satanist or not.

Hidden powers? Sure! I discover I’m capable of new things every day. Things I didn’t know I could do before. But they don’t come to me out of the blue. Those are things I actively chose to learn or put to practice.
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#127222 - 10/18/05 05:18 AM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: Old_Pig]
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I didn't feel anything "before I was a Satanist" or I can't remember. Oh, wait! I was born a Satanist. As for what I feel now? Well, happy, accomplished, generally fine, as it has always been. I feel sad occasionally, and I use those moments for introspective thought.

My immediate family know I'm a Satanist, and they have shared my books, views, opinion and philosophy with Me to the point of agreeing that it all makes sense and works for Me, and they encourage My healthy advancement and progress in life.

Dreams... I've always had them, I enjoy them.

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#127223 - 10/18/05 09:48 AM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: wickedmistress62]
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>>Is it just me or has anyone else since they first became
>>involved in satanism[sic], felt very different now from
>>when they use to before they knew they were a
>>satanist[sic].

Although Satanists are "born not made", I certainly felt different in some ways after knowingly applying an organized, concrete philosophy to my life. One way was just being more conscious of my primal nature. But as for other supernormal personal events and other "dark doctrine" explorations, no, those are things I've experienced before.

>>I can't speak for no one else

That's a double negative, you know.
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#127224 - 10/18/05 10:11 AM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: wickedmistress62]
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I think I know what you mean. As has already been stated numerous times, there was never a point where I was not a Satanist, and now am.

There has been a process, however, of maturing. It's one thing to read The Book and "see written there exactly the way I have always believe/felt"; but, it's another to know, in your bones, that it is, indeed, the way you are. I will say I feel a greater sense of power.

As far as supernormal happenings...I find them to be a distraction, personally. I am an animal. Of course I sometimes sense things in a way that is difficult to explain. I have learned not to question impressions I have about people. They are never wrong. As far as astral projection...I'll be honest, I don't believe in it. There is no soul/spirit to leave the body. I have experienced what many call astral projection, but it was brain chemistry and electric mental discharges common during adolescence. I am not denying that others have experiences I cannot explain.
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#127225 - 10/18/05 10:22 AM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: Bill_M]
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Quote:

>>I can't speak for no one else

That's a double negative, you know.




“No it ain’t not.”

That’s a triple negative.

Anyone care to try a quadruple?


DarkWater

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#127226 - 10/18/05 11:13 AM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: DarkWater]
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No it ain't not never!
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#127227 - 10/18/05 11:14 AM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: Cholinergic]
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And no, i ain't not going to never reply to my own post never!
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#127228 - 10/18/05 11:14 AM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: Cholinergic]
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No it ain't not never ever anymore!

*shuts down*

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#127229 - 10/18/05 11:21 AM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: Cholinergic]
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But Sir Gareth, I didn't never not say no, I ain't not going to never reply to my own post never!

(Can anyone tell me what the hell I just said?!)


DarkWater

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#127230 - 10/18/05 11:32 AM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: DarkWater]
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You said you not won't not never ever.

With a hey nonnie nonnie and a hotcha cha!

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#127231 - 10/18/05 12:01 PM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: ]
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You guys are making my brain ache.

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#127232 - 10/18/05 12:28 PM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: DarkWater]
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allow me to resolve that statement sir

I didn't (never not say no, I (ain't not) going to (never) reply to my own post (never))

I did say no, I am going to (never reply to my own post never)

I did say no, I am going to reply to my own post

(did say no) didn't say

I didn't say I am going to reply to my own post
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#127233 - 10/18/05 12:30 PM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: Cholinergic]
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I ain't not replying to my own post here again, but who would care for a binary representation of that statement with boolean logic?

Tell me if you're interested, i'm bored and could do with some boolean logic practice
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#127234 - 10/18/05 12:43 PM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: Cholinergic]
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#127235 - 10/18/05 12:48 PM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: Roho_the_Rooster]
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1=true
0=false

I didn't never not say no, I ain't not going to never reply to my own post never!

I ((NOT NOT) 0)
I 0

Understand?

Bah, converting english into boolean statements gets confusing very fast.
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#127236 - 10/18/05 01:03 PM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: wickedmistress62]
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Thanks for taking the time to read my post, and thanks for all the replies.

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#127237 - 10/18/05 01:33 PM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: Roho_the_Rooster]
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#127238 - 10/18/05 01:35 PM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: Quercuss]
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I've created a monster
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#127239 - 10/18/05 02:07 PM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: Quercuss]
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#127240 - 10/18/05 02:11 PM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: Roho_the_Rooster]
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#127241 - 10/18/05 02:15 PM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: Quercuss]
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#127242 - 10/18/05 02:17 PM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: Roho_the_Rooster]
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#127243 - 10/18/05 02:21 PM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: Cholinergic]
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Sorry.
Got carried away.
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#127244 - 10/18/05 03:04 PM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: Cholinergic]
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And I thought my brain ached before...

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#127245 - 10/18/05 03:13 PM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: BlameMe]
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*hunched over, and rubbing long-fingered, greyish hands together* It seems our nefarious plan has worked as planned. Excellent...
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#127246 - 10/18/05 03:18 PM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: BlameMe]
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Quote:

And I thought my brain ached before...




Dearest BlameMe, I am sorry to hear that your head hurts. If only I could think of a remedy. Maybe something soft for your head would help. Or rather something to put on top of your head. Perhaps if you found something fluffy and round and delicious with syrup, and then if you balanced said object on top of your head, I bet you might feel better.

Just trying to be neighborly.

DarkWater

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#127247 - 10/18/05 03:42 PM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: DarkWater]
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>>That’s a triple negative.
>>
>>Anyone care to try a quadruple?

Oh no, no no, I simply couldn't.
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#127248 - 10/18/05 04:38 PM Re: Wondering About Something [Re: DarkWater]
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IT'S PANCAKE TIME!!!
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