I don't think paying for a COS membership is quite a problem. But I wonder if I would be accepted. I'm honest, I'm attached to no human, I don't like their presence, nobody has entered my abode for months. But this is not my prime concern. I am never sure why people should accept me because I would be the first to reject them, or at least, ignore their presence.
I know that a Satanist can be banned if he is found guilty of illegal activity, known compulsive behavior or displaying unappropriate behaviors toward the Church of Satan
. I'm sure none of this apply to me.
But a Magister on this very board directly told me that Satanism was not for me. Maybe he was correct. But still, I would like to discover what lie downstair.
Do you think I should buy a membership?