I don't think paying for a COS membership is quite a problem. But I wonder if I would be accepted. I'm honest, I'm attached to no human, I don't like their presence, nobody has entered my abode for months. But this is not my prime concern. I am never sure why people should accept me because I would be the first to reject them, or at least, ignore their presence.
I know that a Satanist can be banned if he is found guilty of illegal activity, known compulsive behavior or displaying unappropriate behaviors toward the
Church of Satan. I'm sure none of this apply to me.
But a Magister on this very board directly told me that Satanism was not for me. Maybe he was correct. But still, I would like to discover what lie downstair.
Do you think I should buy a membership?