I would have to agree with what others here have said. While growing up in a Christian setting, those diabolical impulses and feelings get pushed down in an effort to walk the "Right Hand Path". Hell, at one point, I was a bible reading Xtian! The horror!
Finding and reading the Satanic Bible was quite the revelation for me. At that time I had left the Xtians, since that belief system was inadequate for what I was seeing in everyday life. I despised stupidity, mediocrity, and the hand-fed media hyped existences that so many people fall into.
Then I was introduced to the Church of Satan
by a friend. I looked at the sins of the Church, and lo and behold, the first one was stupidity!
I knew, without any doubts at all, I was finally at home.