a few weeks ago when coming home drunk from a late night party I noticed it was still there even though I consider myself a Satanist. And now I see it every night when I go to bed but I don't remove it. I still have respect for Christianity, is that the reason it's still there? But yet I want to remove it but I don't. Why do thinkg that is? Should I remove it?
I see no mystery here. It is still there because you have not taken it down. You have not taken it down because you have not noticed it, until now. You should be glad.
My fee is two live chickens. Please leave them with my well endowed, insanely blonde receptionist.
BTW...You may as well leave it. Displaying a cross makes you no mmore of a Christian than hanging a Baphomet will make you a Satanist.