The Church of Satan
does not put members in touch with each other unless there is a specific event or reason for it, as in working on a project. If someone on this board wishes to meet you in person that is up to them.
Your artistic skills should, first and foremost, serve you. The COS doesn't look for servants. This forum is adequate to mention your abilities, as well as the Formal Application.
Death squads? What evidence do you have that this is in the making? The notion that the USA is going to become a xtian theocracy anytime soon is far fetched. Conspiracy theories do not bode well here. Solid evidence, facts and reason are the norm. Not flights of conspiratorial fantasy.
Membership is not required. That is a personal step you should consider very carefully. It is entirely up to you to decide why it is you want to join, and for what reason.