You may pose your questions about the Church of Satan
in that forum.
I know where i can get information.
Your questions about Satanism are easily answerable by going where you say you already know where to go.
I just want to speak with someone about something that is my mind about satanism.
That sound like either
a) A potential debate---which we don't do.
b) Private tutoring, which is unlikely to be free,
c) Religious/Psychological confusion, which requires a professional counselor.
All other matters can be discussed in the various open forums. Only members have the privilege of going "downstairs" to utilize the expanded forums.
Thank you for your interest,