I have been completely brain washed by christians.. I just want them to stop buggin me and let me do my thing. Something so simple seems so hard to me. I hope I can get it all figured out soon. I appreciate all the help!
I understand you.I have seen far too many people I cared about brain washed in this mannor.
But can I ask you something?What do you mean when you say you have been drawn to the dark forces?
If you are talking about things like demons and so on.I can't really help you there.
I am not a fallower of that,I have studied Demonology a bit but not much,And I may differ on this topic frome the people.But I beleive that the darkness is simply a part of our selves,as we are made of dark and light.and that when we are drawn to a darker side as others would call it,We are simply being given a message from within our selves,A part of our true self is reaching out and trying to show us a path we need to take.Perhaps I am way off on this But it's what I feel.
My first advice would be,Not to think of this as Dark forces,But just another side of you.If you chose as I have to refer to it as a dark side,do so,But by calling it dark forces,you give the power and purpose over to outside forces,as to were you should be claiming that power and purpose for your self.Owning it,and allowing your self to grow as your true nature is trying to show you that you can.
Perhaps I am way of the beleifs of the people here.But I am not trying to speak for them,This is only my feelings on it.Whatever happens.I hope you find your way.wherever it may lead...