My suggestion is not only ready the Bible and other books, but try to UNDERSTAND it. Then, read it once again, with full understanding and learn as much as you can.
And, as Magister Nemo said, perform a Ritual. It'll make everything clear.
Most people read, re-read, and re-reread but are still unable to understand anything, as they lack of perspective. Their minds are still focusing everything on a very "herd-ish" point of view.
All I Hail, Hail me back!