I can't believe the ignorance in which I approached this forum but a few months ago. I have finally found the courage and shed my conditioning to accept what has been in front of me for years.
It started with watching anton levay speak, I went away and practically watched the guilt he speaks about spread in me like a cancer at just having watched a short video of him! I came back and dug some more and each time I felt my inner strength grow and know I must accept who I am. trying to deny yourself causes nothing but pain and has lead me into all forms of self destruction over the years. I have just read the satanic bible and it has consumated my beliefs in a way I never thought possible. But looking through the bundles of literature online I keep coming across various versions and definitions of the enochian keys and conflicting information.
Is there a generally accepted version?
I would appreciate your guidance on this matter as I do not want to fall prey to some posing web site getting cheap thrills following the right hand made left hand path.
Thank you for your time.
A. O. H.
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BELIEFS ARE THE BULLETS OF THE WICKED
system of a down

IF I WERE A BAR OF CHOCOLATE I'D EAT MYSELF
me taken from somewhere

HOPE IS AS SHALLOW AS FEAR
the desert dudes in dune

THEY'RE COMING OUT OF THE GOD DAMNED WALLS MAN!!...
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