Magister Ventrue, I wish to tell you how proud I am. Let me briefly explain. I was raised in the mormon church, told what to believe and what not to believe. This is good, that is bad. Don't ask questions and all will be ok and you will be with god when you die. 35 years of this shit. I drifted away because I got tired of being tormented for not paying my 10 percent, can't wear a certian type of pants to get into their programs. Can't, Don't. A few years ago I got onto the Church of Satan web site. This is IT, I bought as many of the books as I could find and read them and studied them. It all makes perfect sence, I'm so pleased, like a homeless dog who has found the perfect home. Its me! I have found my god and master. and will serve him to the end of my days. I am in the process of getting my card and becoming a true member. Thank you and the High Priest Gilmore. HAIL Satan!!!

>> I have found my god and master. and will serve him to the end of my days. <<

Dear me.

It took you this long to find who? Yourself?

Otherwise, who is this "master" of whom you speak?

i've been a satanist since i was 15 or so, i didnt know there was a name for it but i knew it wasnt what i was told. i was raised jehovah witness so i know where your coming from. as a satanist i never thought it neccessary to be a card carrying member. i just am. not to discourage your new found glory. by the way i am 31 now. being surrounded by these people all your life is the real Satanic Abuse. the beast within is who i am, madness is a vision of sanity. the rantings of a madman are always INsane, which is precisely why they make sense. MORALITY, it's a fickle little thing, little thing. depends on who is your king, is your king. -luciFred Angelo Padevilla-

yes, indeed. After being pounded by my parents, friends and the church, I was expeted to do not think or ask questions. Was afraid to wonder off the PATH or be lost forever. I have found myself, the things that were suppost to be "evil" are not. The things that are suppost to be good and Godly are not. I am alive, and my eyes have been opened. Thanks to you and the Satanic way of life. I welcome Satan with open arms...

Most churches will have a record of you, reguardless of religon. I am 50 years old, call it stupid, lazy, whatever, I just got up enough guts to question the many years of brainwashing, as to what is good and evil. Its what you make it. My self, I have always liked the dark side, and just now decided to let it out before it exploded. I have read the Satanic Bible, and many others, the more I read the more hungry I become.

Um...is this meant to be taken literally?

Sorry, I was just excited, about finding myself, understanding there is a real world out there alittle better. Expressing myself in words is not my strong point,

You mean you don't???

I suspect exuberance. Having re-read the Infernal Diatribe a few minutes ago, that is understandable.
But it never hurts to clarify.

Then please take your time here and avoid sarcasm, unclear humor, etc.

People can only read what you write.

Otherwise... Well this is a word medium, after all!

I can see you are very exited, good for you, just used that energy to read and learn, you not proving anything by typing or talking about it.

I welcome the satanic way of life with open arms. I have confused many of you with my thoughts on screen. I've spent the last 3 days going back through the Bible, the information on the Church of Satan web site. From my past, I could only see Satan as I used to picture God. A Real person, a walking breathing "Super Human". Satan is here, me. and I gladly, openly accept that, and want more.... I wish I could explain how excited I am, knowing its ok, I can do this without being humiliated in front of a bunch of God fearing jerks. For my mistakes here, I have become a wiser person, a more hungry person. I will contiue studing the Satanic way, and live by it to the fullest.

Thank you, Magister. But my hands are still wet, my heart pounding, can't wait to get off work and get logged on here. MORE Please....

I take it you like Magister Nemo a lot, then.

He has that effect on me too...