First off, let Me say hello.
At one point, I also liked to study various religions.
I wasn't so much looking for a path so to speak, I just wanted to be educated on the subjects (for various reasons).
Now, I had a question or two for you.
I finished reading it today. I can identify with a lot its teachings,
What parts of the book did/could you not identify with?
You already stated that you don't consider yourself a Satanist. THIS IS FINE! Not everyone is a Satanist and that is OK.
What I would like to know is what you hope to
about Satanism from an internet web board that could not be found within the very book that you possess?
One more question:
Are you looking for 'something'?
It appears that you might be based on what I have read. (Some parts beautiful, some parts terrible etc.)
If so, what is it that you are searching for?