helloo,im new to satanism and COS.but i do firmly believe i am a satanist from birth.ill post some evidence and you can tell me what you think.

i Always get revenge.
i prefer indulgence.
i was forced to be catholic and believe in "God"
i rebelled,and chose not to.
i also,simply didnt believe.
ive always been drawn to darkness,evil,and hell.
i want to be different from everyone else.
i HATE everyone else,thus i want to be different.
i live to enjoy life,at anyones expense.

You WANT to be different? Or you ARE different?
Welcome aboard.

i want to be different.im..tethered as of this mmoment..

If you hate everyone, if you want to be so "different" from everybody else, why should their opinions even matter to you?

Interesting introduction. Let me address your statements point by point - just from my own perspective, of course:


>> i Always get revenge <<


Absolutely. Whenever it is truly necessary. However, 99% of the time people are not important enough to bother me in the slightest.


>> i prefer indulgence <<


Can't argue there, me old china.


>> i was forced to be catholic and believe in "God" <<


They can try to force you.



>> i rebelled,and chose not to. <<


Don't quite understand that. You either rebel or you don't. I think you mean that you inwardly rejected their teachings but didn't outwardly cause too much shit. Admirable self control.



>> i also,simply didnt believe <<


Yep. They were talking shit.



>> ive always been drawn to darkness,evil,and hell.<<



I was just drawn to life personally.



>> want to be different from everyone else. <<



We don't really have the choice. We are who we are. The trick is making it work for you. Always shun the myth "great minds think alike." They don't. Great minds think differently.



>> i HATE everyone else,thus i want to be different. <<



There is no need to hate anyone, really. Just use knowledge. Success is revenge enough.



>> i live to enjoy life,at anyones expense. <<



Life should be a party, absolutely. But don't be a complete cunt! We all need a few friends.

haha yes i agree with many of the observations you made,especially the last one ;D i admit my still-obvious ignorance of the subject and religion.but i am deeply intruiged with it,and want to become enthralled it,thank you very much for your input.

I'd suggest that The Satanic Bible is the best place to start.

As well as The Church of Satan website.

Going forward from there, there is a plethora of reading material, everything from the canon of Dr. LaVey, to The Satanic Scriptures by Magus Peter H. Gilmore, as well as other works written by Satanists, such as Essays in Satanism by Magister Sass, Bearing the Devil's Mark by Magister Paradise, etc, etc.

wow thank you[: i have TSB now,and have started research,im into The Book Of Satan now,and ive reread everything multiple times,im going to make a list of what i need next,probably get a firm grasp of Doctor LaVey's canon and philosophy.Then move on to Magus Gilmore's writings.thank you all so much.

Hail Satan.