When you say you have just joined, do you mean that you have just joined the Church of Satan
or just joined this message board?
The reason I ask is because the following from the 'Affiliation' page on The Church of Satan
website is required reading:
"Regarding contact with non-members
Many people write to the Church of Satan
who have read some of our literature but want to further their knowledge through personal contact before they decide to affiliate, or through simple curiosity. It has always been our policy NOT to place non-members in contact with members, as an individual’s membership is held in strictest confidence by the Church of Satan
. This does not reflect upon the sincerity of the person making the inquiry, but as realists, we acknowledge that Satanism remains a controversial religion and thus our policy is an important matter of security for our members."