When I contacted the C/S Admin. To apply for membership, because it is said African would-be members have to make pre-approval. I was asked what Satanic literature I read, and I couldn't answer because I didn't own the books, they're banned in my country. I tried to get the books all ways I could imagine.
A friend inside the C/S tried to send TSB by postal mail, but something happened (maybe customs here didn't like it) and the book never arrived, so he sent it in Pdf.
Based on The Satanic Bible, I wrote a book in my language and published it, thus attracting potential Satanists. I designed a Satanic website and attracted more interested individuals, and I'm writing a second book dedicated also to Satanism.
I'm dedicated to Satanism and loyal to the only Church of Satan
. Even being a non-member, I've felt "home" since day one. And one day when I'm able to show how much I'm really support the C/S and my endless "faith" in "The Enemy of Mankind", I'll prove that I'm not wasting time.
I've made plans to ensure that I'm not going to live "underground" forever, and hiding my Satanism because it is "forbidden." in other words, I'm going to live in another country.
Meantime, I "believe" that I've the resources to run an unofficial Grotto, because it has been a dream of mine. So, is it possible? Can I "represent" Satanism in my country, and continue to "educate" the masses about the true nature of Satanism?
I'm not just looking for approval, but also due to the fact that the C/S Higher members here have much more experience in these "issues".
Satanism is a passion for me, and I completely think that I'm serving the "true master"
I'm sure that my unofficial grotto could grow, and have the potential to become a powerful one in the area I'm living in. And most probably become official one day.
Finally, what are the views of the C/S regarding "unofficial Grottos"? And what is your advices and insight regarding this "case". Yours sincerely, Hezb El Shaitan.