It might be dumb of me registering and even bothering with questions without fully reading a "hard copy" of the Satanic Bible but i have a digital copy that looks pretty dead on to what i've seen advertised on Amazon.
The Satanic Bible is a copyrighted work, and as such, electronic copies are illegal. Never mind the fact that they're usually incomplete, or edited, or (given some file formats) sometimes containing viruses put there by malicious self-righteous types.
So yes, do yourself a favor and buy a physical copy so that you can formerly learn about the topic. In this day and age of the internet, it's ridiculously easy and cheap to order
The Satanic Bible for yourself on Amazon.com.
Some questions I do have in regards to the church. Why exactly is everything seem so dark and "evil" about Satanism,
The dark aesthetic you often see just comes with the territory. There are good reasons why it's called "Satanism". I won't bother to go into detail right now, since this is adequately explained already in The Satanic Bible.
if its based solely on ones OWN Person,
Satanism is not "based
solely on ones own person". Satanism isn't as simple as "be yourself", because for most people, being themselves doesn't end up reflecting Satanic philosophy at all. Some people are counter-productive empaths, criminals, junkies, prudes, etc. Satanists are certainly individually focused on furthering their own material goals, enjoying their own subjective ideas of indulgence, etc., but there are still principles we have in common, and that's what led us to finding the mutually accurate name of "Satanist" in the first place.
and this may or may not be ignorant for me to ask, but are we subject to conform to this "darkness" of becoming Satanist?
You mean aesthetically? Obviously not.
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