I'm an atheist and normally have avoided being affiliated with LaVeyan Satanism despite attracting individuals with my creative works. But during the writing of my autobiography Kinderwhore (A Survivor's Tale) I realized through researching to best represent Stanton, Szandora and Peter, that most of the viewpoints of LS listed I've embraced throughout my life. I'm also realizing that I won't be taken seriously in the mainstream community because of my unconventional lifestyle, yet I'm weak because I stand alone without family or community interaction. I've produced two publications, Pandora's Box and Lollygag and can provide a list of projects I've assisted with over the years. I write, act and model. I will pay for membership within two weeks and am interested in arranging ongoing donations on a monthly basis. Who can I contact for NYC?