I can't expect the entire living world to live the way I do. I'm an optimistic person because I'm a doer, I don't wait for things to happen to me. I wasn't always this way, but I have learned in my life so far that "nothing comes to those who hesitate". If I lose one job, big deal, I will get another one. Personally, I don't want to get paid to do something I love to do, I just want to do it. The minute someone pays you for something, they have authority to tell you how and when and why to do it. I would cease to enjoy it as much at that point. However, it costs money to survive in this world. I do what I have to do at work and enjoy it for whatever it's worth. If it simply isn't worth it anymore, I quit and get another job. I have more pride than to ever allow myself to collect unemployment or accept charity simply because I have chosen to neglect the task of actively seeking income. Obviously this subject is viewed by some as a matter of opinion. To me, it makes no difference what a person does for a living as long as it's legal and you don't complain to me about how boring it is. Politicians, CEO's and dog catchers eat, sleep, and shit just like I do. It's what you do with the time that you aren't getting paid to do something that makes you who you really are.

It's remembered me one russian fun-story:
Once, manager of small shop saw, that customer leaving his shop with tent, boat, fishing tackles, some bottles of vodka and big bag. Manager asked the seller:"How could you sell so many stuff?", and seller answered:"So, he cames to buy something for his wife's menses, and I sold it, and then say - what are you going to do all week at home?"

thank you all for your replies. It has given me some ideas on how to improve myself....

Have you considered saving yourself the stress and shopping on-line?