Ok, thank you. In that case, it's probably better for me to just write them down in a book and ask them later, when & if I become a member of CoS. I think I read somewhere (I could be wrong) that CoS doesn't accept every application for membership, so from the moment I send it in, it will just be a waiting game. I've been practicing since I was a child, I just didn't know that what I was doing was called "sorcery". I also didn't know that I was a satanist all along, just blinded by being in the wrong camp all of these years. Thank you for taking the time to answer my questions, I think you are, so far, the only moderator that has answered any of my questions.