I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, about myself and whether or not I've been living the way I really want to. I know that I am a Satanist because of my identification with the Satanic Bible, but I've discovered that I'm not living in a satisfactorily Satanic fashion to back up my Satanic identity. For example, last night, after having complained somewhat about too many people at my school getting sick in the bathroom from drinking and stinking the place up, I did the same exact thing. I feel like this kind of thing happens too much with me, and that it's time to put my money where my mouth is (is that the correct phrase?) and start being more responsible. I've thought often about how tired I am of people not taking me seriously, but I never did anything to change that. I suppose I haven't been mature enough until now to take action, but I'm hopefully moving in the right direction by putting these thoughts into writing. Thoughts and comments are welcome. Hail Satan!