That would be interesting to read.
I am reminded of recurring dreams from childhood. Jesus was on the cross, naked, and his divine rod would have made John Holmes envious. It was very menacing. Sometimes, with loinclothe, he would would come off the cross and chase me. Other times he would come out of religious pictures. Sometimes he would turn into my father.
Why? Because Christianity is constantly giving off strong sexual vibes, while, at the same time, repressing any conscious, healthy way of expressing said sexuality, save the confines of matrimony. The reason he turned into my father is obvious..."Our Father..."
That mix is very unhealthy. It was more so at the age when hormones begin to flow, and one is trying to figure out what to do with them. The message of Christianity is "Eat this! Now...you must be punished." It is full of repressed sexuality, incest and brutality...Welcome to the average American family.