I know, I meant starting out.
So the concept of I=God, being your own deity and worshiping your self does not have a real word to stratify it?
Review the posts, and Dr. LaVey's literature and you will easily find answers to your, seemingly, metaphysical conundrum.
Inequity lends itself to superiority.
Read the "Law of the Trapezoid," from "The Devil's Notebook," for closer inspection of how the good Doktor might explain at your question.
Perhaps, it is all smoke and mirrors, but then again...