My bet is you will hate god even more.

The bible was indeed inpiring to me too, what struck me the most is when I talked about it, and people, for instance on the forum, talked about what part really applied to them.

I remember the saying that is to be thought of as a "whole". While I like to think it is just part of what being Satanic is all about.
“People with courage and character always seem sinister to the rest.” - Herman Hesse