I get a bit of a creepy feel from your post. Ladies are my allies as they most likely are my strongest supporters even. Not because of some inherent fatherly regression but because they share the very passion for my efforts that I have. Hmm you have given food for thought - allow me to ponder.
�Love is one of the most intense feelings felt by man; another is hate. Forcing yourself to feel indiscriminate love is very unnatural. If you try to love everyone you only lessen your feelings for those who deserve your love. Repressed hatred can lead to many physical and emotional aliments. By learning to release your hatred towards those who deserve it, you cleanse yourself of these malignant emotions and need not take your pent-up hatred out on your loved ones.�
Anton Szandor LaVey, The Satanic Bible