I'll add that I did learn how to be attractive to the opposite sex midway through high school.

I learned to not be so "nice" and to be more assertive and masculine and a bit mysterious.

Never became mean, but became "not a suck-up" essentially.

Then when I read The Satanic Witch I learned of the Majority/Demonic self concepts and personality typing, and that helped me understand why I was repeatadly attracted to a specific type of gal.

And acting up my type, using what I have and am WELL, helps enormously...