Your reply suggests that you don't really understand the answer you just received from Rev. Drake_Bamboozle.

It is not what anyone else wishes that matters.

It is what you wish.

Satanism places you at the center of your universe both in terms of importance as well as responsibility.

I would strongly suggest that you stop being concerned with the opinions of others about any of this and actually study what this religion is about.

At this point I think you might consider starting with a fresh look at the basic literature we offer.

If you do you'll find you will have very few questions to ask of anyone about whether you wish to become a member or not.

You can start here.