As Satanist I think it is very important to understand the nature of life. That everything which born have to die as well.
If you had a heart attack right now and a medical response team was capable of saving you, would you turn them down?
I donīt know what does this question of yours have to do with my understanding of lifeīs instability, but I guess Iīll answer to it anyway.
No, I would not turn them back cause I would very much like to continue my life as long as it is possible. However, I am not fantasizing that death would somehow make an exception with me and I would live for ever. I have been born, I will die, after I die the person called me will vanish to emptiness. Still, as long as I am living I will continue hanging on it enjoying every possible minute of my life!