I need to find many books about this, and no, I'm NOT interested in this topic because I don't know how to live here and now. - This topic is just very exciting for me because of personal/private reasons.

- Anyway, some people look forward to Saturday even though it's Wednesday hee hee this isn't any different for me than when people look forward to another life, because they can't be sure that they are still alive on Saturday?!

I do live here and now, and I'm very happy. But even I can look forward to Saturday if something special is going on.