This A(Lex)ander from Europe. I found the CoS Website in 2011 and it turned out to be the missing link when it came to resolve an issue I was facing.
Digging deeper (and reading the Satanic bible, Satan speaks! etc) I found myself to be a satanist - although no official member of the church (yet).
I found many parallels to prior eperience (that was extended by the literature). I found the Forum by accident and I will be glad to further explore it.