For far too long I have remained in the dark to the hypocrisy of man, and to the Hell that is the control being settled around the neck of the future.
Sorry you feel that way about things.
Sounds like you are pretty pessimistic about the future ...which is sadly all too popular a view these days.
When all is said and done there are usually pleasures in life to be found by the individual under almost all circumstances.
But usually we do have to actively look for them to find them.
I hope you can find some to brighten your day.